Post-college Muck

And sometimes, I ask myself WHY? Why did I take this course? Why am I here? I kind of feel hopeless. I feel like I chose something wrong. I feel like I messed up my entire life. I wanna cry in frustration and I just want to hit myself for being stupid in choosing this path. Why did I end up here, because you chose it, my conscience shouts at me. Stupid, stupid, stupid. What’s wrong with me???

I NEED A JOB ASAP! Please give me a job. I wanna cry right now. I feel hopeless and frustrated…