Word vomit 6
This day is not turning out well.
It’s only 7 in the morning and I already feel crappy.
I know it was stupid on my part to not preview my material, but I think it’s not only me.
Oh well, there is no point in pointing fingers.
But then… I just suddenly felt like crap.
I really, REALLY hate this feeling.
I want Earth to open up and swallow me.
Ugh, that was really shameful.
I guess, I just have to move on and be more careful.
Yesterday was already bad enough, so Lord please let this one be better.
I don’t want to feel crappy anymore.
And I don’t want to think about it.
On the verge of crying.
I need to cry…
Just to release the stress.
I just need to let it out.
I just need to talk to my friend/s.
I felt my face turning red.
Oh and the feeling…
It felt like my heart’s being crushed.
I hope Starbucks would do the trick.
God, I really want to cry right now.
Right in this office.
But I don’t want to show people that I am weak.
And I don’t want them to ask!
This day is totally not for me.
Friday, please just end already.
I just want to curl up in my bed and sleep all the bad feelings away.
God please surprise me with something good before this day ends.
I really need a pick-me upper.