I need, I want

I need a break from all this STRESS.

I’m seriously stressed out.

Before I start doing my thesis, I first want to clear out my mind.

I want to de-stress.

I want to figure things out.

I want to leave the city, go into hiding in the province.

I want to just sleep, sleep and sleep.

I want a vacation.


My body hurts right now.

Probably because of all the walking I did yesterday.

I had to carry my heavy bag yesterday, I brought my laptop.

Ride the MRT which was very, VERY crowded.

And walk along the sidewalks were I can breath in all the pollution of the Metro.

Wow thank you for polluting the world, you stupid smoke-belchers.

And thank you to other people who are raping the environment.

You will all be blessed in the future!


Wondering where it went

I’m physically present, BUT mentally absent.

Where did my brain wander again?

Did it go on a vacation?

Brain please come back, now.



Speaking of vacation, I need a vacation badly.

Please give me money and send me anywhere in the world.

I’ll owe you forever if you give me a plane ticket to anywhere. *wink,wink*


Balance and Equilibrium

Life tries to keep a balance in your life. I wonder what will happen when the equilibrium is disturbed.

WHAT IF THERE IS NO BALANCE? NO EQUILIBRIUM. Your life is just how you want it to be. How would the world be? Would those things in the be prevented or will it cause a greater damage to the world? Can one thing or one person really alter the past? Life tries to keep a balance in your life. I wonder what will happen when the equilibrium is disturbed.

So if I go back to the past and get a butterfly, just one butterfly, would it change the course of history?

Life is so strange

There are some things you want to do, but you know you can’t.

There are places you want to go to, but you don’t have the money.

There are things you want to learn, but something hinders you from learning so.

There are people you want to meet, but you don’t know how.

You want to fall in love, but there’s no one to love.

Life is so strange.

I’ve learned

Iโ€™ve learned this past year. Iโ€™ve changed, Iโ€™ve grown. Maybe things do happen for a reason, maybe they donโ€™t. but no matter what, they still happen. Thatโ€™s what we need to remember. I learned to stop analyzing things, to just let them happen. And if I get hurt, or if something bad happens, then it happens. Thereโ€™s nothing I can do to change that. Iโ€™ve learned to go with my gut, and that itโ€™s okay to make mistakes because the ones that matter, wonโ€™t care. Iโ€™ve learned that love really is as great as they say it is. Iโ€™ve learned that your friends can save you from your worst enemy: yourself. And most importantly, Iโ€™ve learned that today is all we have.

CREDITS: someone’s TUMBLR. I’m sorry i forgot your username. anyway, thank you to this quote.


And when the universe has finished exploding all the stars will slow down, like a ball that has been thrown into the air, and they will come to a halt and they will all begin to fall towards the centre of the universe again. And then there will be nothing to stop us seeing all the stars in the world because they will all be moving towards us, gradually faster and faster, and we will know that the world is going to end soon because when we look up into the sky at night there will be no darkness, just the blazing light of billions and billions of stars, all falling. โ€” Mark Haddon

Continue reading “Universe”

Pet Peeve

There’s one thing I hate in the world, well, I have a lot of things I hate in the world, like shrimp and cockroaches. Anyway, if there is one thing I hate the most, it would be people who doesn’t know how to say thank you. It’s just two words and you can’t even appreciate little act of kindness I did. I’m not really asking for something else, but a simple thank you. It’s not like I will ask you to clean my house or something. I just want you to acknowledge what I did. I don’t mind if you say thanks, thank you or salamat.

I just really have to get this out!

Thank you!

Big Bang

I love Big Bang, they’re the reason why I got into Kpop. ๐Ÿ™‚

I LOVE BIG BANG’S NEW VIDEO!!! THEY’RE SO HOT, ESPECIALLY TOP!!! (screams like a fan girl) ๐Ÿ™‚

Sorry for the overly large font, I just have to emphasize it.ย  I commend the director of the mv. He’s so good. Clean cuts, very good framing and the lighting was awesome. I wish I can be as good as him. ๐Ÿ™‚ A girl can dream right? ๐Ÿ˜€ You probably have seen this a million times, but I’m still gonna post it.



According to Jean Baudrillard, simulacra are images, objects and ideas that are all copies of something that never existed. Think Disney (fairy castles, talking elephants). So why is the first Iraq war a simulacra? I really can’t get over this, we didn’t discuss this in class, so please, someone enlighten me. ๐Ÿ™‚

If someone knows this, please give me an answer. I’m really eager to know the answer. ๐Ÿ™‚ Thanks in advance. ๐Ÿ™‚


I already got my i-Pod. yey! (Actually I got it last Monday, I was just too lazy to update. haha) And I named it Maxxie. If you’re watching Skins, you would know Maxxie as the gay character there. He’s hot even if he’s gay. ๐Ÿ™‚ I love him, that’s why I named my i-Pod after him. hahaha

Before I end this post… ๐Ÿ™‚ Let me share something…

I am a big fan of 2ne1 ever since. I think they’re talented and funny. So I was browsing through K Bites and I saw her video. And OMG it was AWESOME! I love Bom’s single. You and I = <33